The warm sun, blue skies and a lot of daydreaming. I researched mainly, so at least I did something. It's basically going to be a mad rush tomorrow sprucing it all up and writing it all out and that dreaded drawing. Also got to buy some milk/maybe biscuits and go and collect train tickets. I hope the weather is warmer and stays sunny. I literally perched on my suitcase near the window and sat in the glorifying sun for hours this afternoon. I've stuffed myself with food though; crisps, chocolate, cookies, sweets, more chocolate.. Ugh. I did do a tiny bit of stepping again but nowhere near as much as yesterday. I've been feeling a bit bleh too. Mum was like SJ's uncle's passed on and you must send him a text to show you're sorry, it's something you have to start doing blah blah blah. I hate the guy, so no way. I am sorry he's lost someone, I'd never like to lose someone so yeah. But i'm not going to give him my number, especially with what he did with my old sim & I'm also not gonna put myself under his radar again.
Anyway, had lovely tomato and basil pasta with my root beer, and it was fun talking to them on the phone for an hour. I often wonder how people live out there whilst I'm stuck indoors. I just wish I were capable, that's all. Enough to move to the other side of the world and start fresh. It's something I need to do if I want to continue to live/exist.
Rilo Kiley's Dreamworld's stuck in my head, because that's where my mind seems to be the most.
Now afraid the story of free from love to a lie.
The clover under your feet is shooting stars in the night.
The people under your feet are shooting stars in the night.
The people, all that you meet.
They're living in a dreamworld.
You're livin' in a dreamworld.
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