I want to ask you all of these things, like do you truly believe in love. And what could come of us; would it only be temporary, or since you are looking to settle down soon perhaps it will be more? This latter concept scares me to no end, I just can't imagine it happening. But I want to be close to people, that's the sad thing about it. I think I've grown way too protective of my heart and mind, I don't see any way out really. I wish I were able to keep up with everything everyone does, stay track of it all. I think that's what's wrong about me, that I was built to network; to know many and get along with the majority, but I was never for making connections. I mean, if you really think about it it is pretty impossible to keep up with what many people are doing instead of focusing on the few. But I think I am too selective, I want someone with common interests etc*. That same notion transpires to relationships, and I want someone who I can actually be me around. And you are by some means that person, but we're so very different in most ways.
I had soup and bread today; I am feeling unwell and it seemed appropriate. I just think I need some good rest.
*There's a whole previous post on what I want in a friendship.
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