Sunday, 19 February 2012

Like lightning.

The sun is out although there is still a chill in the air. The tranisent bright white clouds against a pale (almost) sky blue background. I am getting somewhere in fading small steps.

THREE WAYS I AM STILL A KID:

1. I crave attention/affection.

2. I get lost in my imagination.

3. The past never really leaves me.

THREE WAYS I AM ALREADY OLD:

1. "I am twenty and I am already exhausted."

2. I feel like my life is just passing me by and I can't do a thing about it.

3. My heart is heavy and dark.

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO:

1. Firstly, get better.

2. Secondly, get out of this country.

3. Thirdly, start living.

THREE WAYS THAT I'M A STEREOTYPICAL "GIRL":

1. I like pretty things.

2. I have moods.

3. I like to paint my nails.

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:

1. Get fit.

2. Be on a healthy diet.

3. Learn to love myself, or at least accept myself.

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

1. My kindness.

2. My teeth.

3. My wanderlust.

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:

1. Thighs.

2. Belly.

3. Weak will power.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:

1. British.

2. Italian.

3. (...American in heart and soul)

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:

1. Growing old.

2. Being alone.

3. Losing out/not living.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:

1. Water.

2. Laptop.

3. Perfume.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:

1. Smile.

2. Hands/arms.

3. Hair.

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:

1. Grow taller.

2. Get thin.

3. Stop worrying.

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:

1. Artist of some sort.

2. Writer.

3. Psychologist.

THREE THINGS THAT CROSS YOUR MIND A LOT:

1. Self-hatred, inadequacy.

2. Hunger.

3. Things I want or could be doing.

THREE SONGS THAT MEAN SOMETHING TO YOU:

1. Sleeping Sickness, City & Colour.

2. Dark Paradise, Lana Del Rey.

3. Watch The Sky, Something Corporate.

THREE THINGS IN YOUR BAG:

1. Brolly.

2. Notebook.

3. Pens.

THREE CONFESSIONS:

1. Though I don't want to, I still want you in my life.

2. Growing older terrifies me.

3. Sometimes I wish I couldn't dream.

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