Another whole day of procrastination, and I've still got three quarters of my essay to finish + an exam to revise and prepare my sources for in less than a week! I dunno, life is hard when i'm feeling shitty. Today I got lectured on moving forwards and putting myself into it, whatever it may be. It's nice to know they care, but it's a huge weight on me. They have so many expectations; ones that I actually could live up to, but I don't know what the block really is. I'm going to try, make an effort and & hopefully things will fall into place. Lectures and stuffs don't start up till the 23rd and then i've only got 8 weeks before Spring break. Pressure is on, but I am capable and divine. I will do this, I can & I have to. This is my only year of hope, of a true chance to make it big with whatever I wish, someday. Plans and wishes need to be sorted.
And getting out of the country for a break too, I hope. Really needing it.
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