Alright, well I feel today has made a slightly better impact on me on the whole. I got quite a bit done today, despite breaking the smoke alarm in a pancake disaster this morning. I feel i'm well on my way in understanding my work and despite only a week until the deadline I feel confident that I can do it, if only I can focus all of my attention. At the weekend I'm going wedding/bridesmaid dress shopping and looking into a trial for my hair on the day. I wish I could spread happiness to those around me. And not lead people on. I wish I could feel how I want to, and not be trapped on the outside so close to it all. It's like a viewing of torture when it's that close. I want to be prepared, more ready for what's to come.
When will life become easier?
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