The morning started something along the lines of being stuck in cage with a predator (such as the eagle) who wouldn't backed down until I gave in. And I did. It was frightening. Feelings of uneasiness and sadness plagued me throughout the day as I attempted to start packing again, ready to ship myself away for months. I couldn't fit it all in right and it frustrated me to no end. This day signifies the end of the comfortable ride and the beginning of many months (up to over a year) of torture and change and challenges. It's going to go by so quickly I just don't know how to really try and keep it all in check. I still have half a report to write for Wednesday, bearing in mind tomorrow I won't be home from 9-4 and Tuesday's the only day really. I always have tried to avoid this for as long as I possibly could - but in this instance it seems I have to do the last minute rush job.
Anyway, I have had an exhausting journey & I will be covered in a few bruises by morning..
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