All these things that I've done.

Another head aches, another heart breaks
I am so much older than I can take
And my affection, well it comes and goes
I need direction to perfection, no no no no

Help me out
Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the backburner
You know you got to help me out

I got soul, but i'm not a soldier.

The Killers, revision and a trip to the store to get milk, cereal and Nutella. That's all my day has really been. Not sure what else happened, since there are hours unaccounted for. I got up late and was ready for almost 11, so that's another 2 hours just messing about and passing pubs with people already drinking. St. Patrick's mayhem ensuing everywhere, and I wish I could be all happy. Truth is, last night, I really got Mark angry. He misunderstood me telling him that I love him, when what I actually said in response to his question of "do you love me?" was I guess, as much as an ice cold hearted queen can love (which means not at all.) Now it feels like I've badly hurt him, and it's all different from now on I'm guessing. My life sucks, I can't even maintain the friendships I really want/need. Okay anyways, I figured that Ben is leaving soon (maybe tomorrow?) for his 5 weeks, Aurore at the end of the coming week and so it will be both me and Wilf alone. Oh the joy. Haha.

So I managed to do the ANOVA part of revision, though when actually doing it on SPSS I made a huge cockup and I don't get the output still. Hopefully I'll get my head around it in less than 2 weeks, and as my workshop tutor to practically give the answers on Monday. Other than that I need to do all the Regression revision tomorrow, and practicals to it, and then also start on my CRM coursework; see if I can get any more questions out of it to ask Graham on Monday. I really hope she'll check my work on Monday and tell me what I'm doing wrong.

I finally got around to watching DH and then GG! THE WEDDING, OMG. I hatehatehate Louis, and especially his mother going on about marriage being a business deal. ARGH. And the whole Dan/Chuck stuff - like woah. Other than that, I got teary eyed at the whole wedding and set up and it was all so beautiful and the dress was stunning and the place was pretty. Also I loved how B asked Cyrus to walk her down the aisle as well, and love B's mom for getting Chuck there. I STILL do not believe Georgina is GG. I want Kristen Bell, dammit!

Need to get my room hoovered and dusted and then all will be complete. And Mother's Day I am supposed to phone my grandmother. DO NOT FORGET, K.