Twenty-four hours and things will change?

Another twenty-four hours, and will things be the same?

I never make resolutions for the new year; not because I fear I will give up on them, more of a fear that I'll never try them. So it would all be pointless in effect. But alas, this year I have chosen to give myself one goal. That one and only goal is to be more positive. A lot of things may change and be stressful, yet having a positive outlook could make all the difference. I have to try, be brave and go forth. Conquer fears, including the one I have about getting close to others. I need to make an effort with people, like N and S. There could be lifelong friendships at stake.

This year on reflection, I feel I have grown, settled, changed. I am not exactly who I used to be, but the core elements are still there. I have realised I need to take care of myself above others, and that I can't just slip away like I thought I may be able to once upon a time. I have gotten rid of problems, and solved others. Yet some big issues still remain. Slowly but surely, I reckon I'm heading in the right direction. I'm hoping happiness will follow.